Huldah

Huldah was a prophetess in 2 Kings who spoke to Judah and Israel on their falling away from the Lord. Josiah tried to rebuild the temple and the love of God in the people, even though they were still worshiping their idols etc. The kings of the past, Manessah being the worst, sacrificed their children and other things to these idols. What I want to know is:

-What were these idols like? What did they believe about them?
-What was daily life like? What did they do on a regular basis? What was their ordinary?
- Did they feel guilt on a regular basis? Or did they just think it was the greatest thing ever?

Today I have a lot going on and I'm a little stressed if I think about it for too long. I have been having bowel movements that are borderline diarrhea for a few days, and I'm getting a little frustrated with that. Most likely it's from all the mints and xylitol I've been eating. Grr if it's not one thing it's the other, right?

Ryan made sourdough bread, and I am jealous of his ability to stick with things so perfectly, annoyed at his need for perfection, and feel both jealous and guilty for not wanting/wanting the bread that he made. I don't know whether I'm supposed to want it, whether I'm supposed to think it's bad for me, or if I'm just being cautious for good reason. I don't think it really matters all that much in the end.

I have his Faust concert at 1:30 and the ballet at 5. I can do that, it won't be too hard. But I always have gas, and that's a factor in pretty much everything I do. Although God always provides a time for me to let it out if I just trust in Him.

Honestly: I feel bad about maybe missing Saturday March 1st for a music video...I feel like a traitor, I feel like I should've let her know earlier and I'm just following my same pattern and I'm totally bad, I feel as if I need to take care of them. But it isn't true. I don't know whether the Thursday markets in Sierra Vista would be good or not. I can't decide anything so I'll just have to trust God that He has a plan and that I'm a part of it, otherwise He wouldn't have put me here!