Blessings

If I were to count my blessings, I would have to count to infinity. If I were to count the number of hateful comments in my head, these would also number infinity...but the negative comments are not Endless, they are infinity and they end. It is a phenomenon that I do not understand.

I dropped by the Bible verse memorization group, sat for an hour or a half, and talked with Francis, Jeff, Kyle and Kevin, Jennifer, Lauren, and Celeste, an I enjoyed it! It was simple enough, and I was glad. Then I walked back to the car and I felt just strange. Frustrated. I went to Whole Foods to get food for Reagan, and he was so grateful...even though I was a bitch! I couldn't really believe it. I was totally depressed, and he saw that. Ryan and him I'm sure have talked about how I've been mroe depressed lately. It's because of the hormones, I know it. I'm changing, and that's really very hard. My arms are more tired again, but my heart desires more. My body wants to stop and my mind keeps the pace. I hope it evens out in a little, but I have a feeling that I'm just getting started on this ride.

I've still been eating a lot of mints, and whenever I eat things raw-ish, I get pain, but...if God can part the oceans, he can calm my stomach into submission. Just taking in what He has given me is an incredible mountain. I am glad to have to climb it, but my mind is just a wreck no matter what. I hope He calms my mind.

Things to pray for:
Celeste and Maria
Celeste and Lauren
Celeste and Owen
Erin and Derek
Ryan and his work
Josh.
Scott and Denise
Brittney
Hollywood
Francis, Jennifer, K and K
UCity.

Amen!