Alone & Sad

I got a call from the Confucious Institute about the Guzheng class that I couldn't find, and all it did was make me feel sad and far away from life. Which, let's admit it, isn't that different from what I normally feel. I also have Erin's bridal shower to go to, and I'll be driving alone because I want to get a few things, ... but I can't decide. Is that because I want to be alone? What's going on in my head? Should I just go with them? What's going on with all this newness? What have I learned? What is priority? Oh my Lord I don't know anymore.

Jesus be here, Jesus save us, Jesus you are all. In Your name we pray, Amen!!