My lines, are they drawn?

I don't know what I want. Do I want to ask to be a professional? Do I want it to flow and let her not pay me and just do it as a volunteer? Do I want to do this anymore? I'm not sure...today I have:

1) class--perform monologue

2) modeling with Laura

3) girls group...I don't know if this is too much or just enough. I know I will know by the end of the day, but right now I'm a bit tense and less inclined to think I can make it to the end of the day. If I embrace my savior's ideas that it all works out, and let myself be who I am in Him, then I can't go wrong even if I make a mistake. Part of me feels like it's a stretch beyond what I need to be stretching right now. Another part of me feels like it's something I need and want right now.

I need to put up my boundaries. How?

Jesus guide me.

SM

Oh! P.S.--I finished Paris Letters in an extraordinarily short time frame because I read it while walking the UofA campus. This cut my reading time in half becuase I actually focused better because it was a new experience and I was moving while doing it, which was more fun and easier for my mind to grasp.