Artiste

I am struggling to find the artist in me, become independent, remain sane, let go, and blossom where I am. It is a big job, it is a Joni Mitchell job. I have recently discovered her music and ... bam. It hits me in the feet, in the mental dancing parts that google and goggle at the life around rather than staring unbent at the things as objects around me. I see souls and living spirits that emanate from things rather than the simple flatness of two dimensions my eyes catch. I shall use my third eye to capture that missed third dimension. My mind is jumping to and fro trying to decide what to do and where to go today. I am tired and I am energetic. I have the carpet guys coming and I also want to go to the U of A and to Brewd maybe or to something ... somewhere I can find the life that I am hearing in this music.

May it be today that I discover something new, something borrowed, something blue, something real and married to the ideas that flow in my mind.

Praise God for it, all!