I Write Therefore I Grow

I think I just realized that one of the most important aspects of my transformation lately has been this blog. Being raw and real in the form of the written word. It has definitely brought a huge change into my life. It seems that I have some sort of rhythm of my own. Something that leads me in an ebb and a flow, and I can now admit that and let that be true.

One thing I'm afraid of: that my body is going to change drastically.

One thing I'm excited for: the ability to just sit and enjoy something, specifically sitting and talking about a role I'm playing.

One thing I can't wait for: Crying in a role so beautifully real and raw, honestly. I want to play characters so honestly.

One thing I don't look forward to: I can't think of one!!!!!! Because I know that with each loss, with each frustration, with each day of hard work come the most beautiful things, the best of the best of this world. That's where I want to be, taking in that REAL LIFE FOOD.

One step I'm taking tomorrow: Not following my usual routine, but to take a chance and let the gas come and let the hunger come and let the fullness come in the right rhythms for me.