Fasting

Really quickly, while my iphone is being updated, let me update my blog on the happenings of yesterday and today. Ok, actually in those few minutes I managed to break my iphone and I have yet to get it working. But today I will: go to the TSO performance of many things Christmassy that my brother is in, be jealous, angry, and completely unable to bridle my emotions, not go to church, go to the store and buy anything that will make me feel more in control, not call Erika, read maybe, be angry some more, sad some more, not know what I'm going to do with my life, write some more blah blahing, maybe talk with my sister Kristen about feeling ugly and terribly alone, and hopefully have Jesus' grace the whole time.

I'm NOT working at the farmer's market today, not one guy loves me because I don't let anyone in, I'll probably never care enough to meet stupid, freaking Tyler DeBerry, because I feel like an idiot for even considering that, seeing as I was young and needy. Ok, that's all, I really need to fix my iphone. :(