Fashion Photography

I'm watching Lara Jade talk about fashion shooting and I am enthralled. I so so so so so want to work with someone who has the passion and ideas that she has. I want to work towards being in collaboration with photographers who want to do very creative shoots. I want to do these fun shots with art and channeling someone's vision through me.





I read in the bible today the ten commandments. One was you shouldn't covet anything that your neighbor has. Not their spouse, not their possessions, not their home, not their work, nothing. Don't covet, don't steal, don't murder...all these things that are very difficult to put into practice. I want to practice not coveting, by putting these ideas in my head into my life, by bringing them to life, by letting God breathe into me and show me how I can feel alive. How I can let go of my past conceptions about what my limitations are, especially in the day to day, in the food category. I want to expand my time that I can spend on set, on location, engaged in my surroundings and work without losing my focus and energy.

I think the bible holds all the wisdom I will EVER need. Everything my family is, everything my love is, all that my future holds and my past, my present and the things that I don't understand, it is all held in the bible, in the stories that are so present there, so relevant.


I can't seem to put my finger on what it is I want, because I don't know how to connect with what is inside me and be mindful of what the REALITY of my desires are. What is it that I truly want? I think in the next few years it'll become more an more clear, and I'll be able to find my deeper purposes. I believe that there are several aspects of my inner self that are going to be brought out for the purpose of breathing life into the world. In a new and different way, not because other people think of it as new, but because it honors my God inside, and out.

Today I want to spend my day searching and discovering my inner life just that much more. It's a theme to my life right now, and I just want to dive in and let it implode within me.