Bridal Bliss

Finally I have some pictures from my sister's bridal party. I am so glad I got them!!

So yesterday I had an audition at the UofA and I fell in love with acting all over again. I've realized, I THINK, that I react a bit too strongly to kombucha. I will of course get over-zealous once again, I'm sure, but I have a much clearer state of mind when I'm not consuming one a day.

This week is BIG. This week I have all sorts of bridal things for my sister, class, appointments, modeling on Tuesday, shooting a video on Sunday, work, and more. I am so, so excited for the acting things. I can't even tell you. I feel like there's finally light at the end of the tunnel if I continue to step forward. I am so hopeful that He will lead me as I walk, if I let myself stumble and walk slowly and run at times and delight in His presence.

3 of my favorite movies that have been on my mind lately as ones I would want to participate in are: He's Just Not That Into You, Only You, and also Love Actually. 

I have been thinking about Josh a lot, of course, and the Gilliland's and I think that it is like baby food. I'm getting a feel for what it would be like to accept myself where I am, where other people are, and let that be, and let myself be loved and love people, even if it's not perfect. I think it is an outlet for those desires to grow and take root in me, and for that I am grateful.

Last night I went to a comedy show with Bean, and I enjoyed it, not completely, fall off your seat comedy, but light laughter and diversion. I might try out to be in their troupe, because it would be fun...we will see!

I have another audition the 6th of March that I'm excited about too, a teenage girl who loses her father in the 9/11 catastrophe....I think it could be very powerful, even just in trying it!

So now for today and what it holds. I'm going to church with Kendra, and I need to get chickens etc at the market. I want to cook the squash and make some squash chips, maybe get a little beef to make some beef jerky. I want to visit the stand and see Josh and the Gillilands. I want to go to Cartel or something and get a shot of espresso, but I don't know if that's all that wise.

I really liked being able to pay for Bean, finally giving back to her a little bit. I feel like it's a long time coming and I've been a terrible friend. I know that she is close to me and we can be of some help for each other. If she wants to be in my life after the way I've acted. I want to be honest with her, though, and that would require her listening for a period of time to how I feel. Hmmmm...:)

Ok, off for now! I want to jump on the tramp, do abs, wash my face, get to the farmer's market and enjoy this day!!!! I'm excited.