Focus On Literally

I want to focus on French, read and learn Chinese slowly over time, do sign language on the side, and Act as a creative outlet. I don't want to BE an actress right now, I want to learn the art, so I can craft and perform without the pressure of MUST BE ACTRESS NOW AND MOVE TO LA AND GET FAMOUS AND DO THINGS TO MAKE MONEY.

I just found these My French Film Festival MOVIES at l'Alliance coming up and I'm SOOOOOO FREAKING EXCITED!! I found them in time, oh my goodness. I thought it said January for a second and I prayed to God saying, "Why? Why did I have to miss it?" And then He showed me I was being blind and I saw February...beautyfull!! I LOVE french movies so much, it's ... sad. :P

I'm just not going to get a job. I'm going to focus on these interests and see if anything will come of them. I want to be humble, prepared, and stop striving so hard. I want to accept, learn, and work at today. Today! It's all we have. I pray that works. If, by the end of this semester, nothing has come, then I can go out and find a job. I will allow that of myself.